Feb 10 2022 what a week so far

 2/10/2022

First of all, i can not believe we are in 2022.  

the mask mandate for our town buildings has been lifted.

On Tuesday afternoon I went to goffstown to visit with CB.  It was a nice visit.   I got to see a bit of where AM lives and met her kids and husband.   I only wanted to visit for a couple hours and stayed longer.  It was last moment for me.  I didn't plan it at all. i should have. but I am glad I went.  I did invite ginny, but she could not get away.   she wants to plan something in advance.  

I have had an uncomfortable feeling for several days.  i am not sure what it is.  Work is ok, not great.  i feel like something not so good for me is happening.  i have 5 or 6 years before i retire.  I have a new boss.  my old boss was promoted.  I am very happy for him, it is a well deserved promotion.  i am not sure how long my new boss will be here.  he can go anytime now.  I think he is overwhelmed.  He is having some personal things going on with his mom.  I was not told anything, i just overheard and I am struggling with what to say or do.  I don't know why.  

T got into an accident sunday.  I am struggling with that too.  he is okay.  just very upset.  no damage.  the vehicle rolled into two parked cars ...  there is more but i will tell it later.  

I haven't heard from the Cali kids.   the #1 is in her own world, well they all are. haha.   GF's got a granddaughter!  she is adorable.

I am struggling ...  

The quilt i am doing is making me happy.   

ugh... i am struggling.  a lot.  

ok, i just got asked by a co worker how i was doing.  as far as my new boss.  best question ever.  the discussion was great, just getting asked and having someone be concerned for me was wonderful ...  i told TP it made me feel good.

:)  

So today 2/11/2022 is hard.  not sure why.   telling TP my new boss seems to have a black ora..aurora .. I am not sure why I feel this way.... I need to cleanse this office..... oh my... oh my ...